Why do you think you can assume people's motives? And why do you always make yourself out to be the victim?
People are awful.
I generally don’t like any of them.
In fact I often make it a point to dress as down as possible to avoid speaking with people in social situations. I’ve noticed that if you’re dressed to kill most people often avoid speaking to you as well, but I’m entirely too poor to dress this way.
I don’t know who you are to have to ask such a question anonymously, you could have said such a thing to my face. I might tear you a new asshole, but I might look upon your question a bit more earnestly as well. I try not to paint myself to be a victim. I’m trying to reassert myself and my being as concisely as I can.
I am a paranoid individual. I’ll freely admit that. Paranoid mostly about people. Not any grand schizoid delusions, not yet anyways, but I am still young. I’m sure that as my age progresses I could concoct some religious/political plot in which I am the main victim, but I’d much rather not.
Assumptions are for the most part, all we have when it comes to others. ESPECIALLY when our communication is unclear. As far as “making myself out to be the victim”….**sigh**I’ll freely admit when I’m the perpetrator as well. I don’t like you anonymous. I don’t care for most people. I LOVE everyone. Its stupid. I believe that humanity is inherently good, despite blah blah blah whatever that famous little jewish girl in the attic said, but as far as LIKING people….. No, I don’t. I find people trivial, and would much rather be interacting with some type of book, music, video game, food, or something else. I have a few people that have earned my trust. I have a few people that I like. I have lots of people that I love. But for the most part I suppose we could boil it all down to anxiety. People make me nervous…. I know they shouldn’t, but they do.