March 2011
28 posts
February 2011
16 posts
The Tide-The Spill Canvas →
This song was played for me by once by an old friend that claimed it was about her and her siblings. I don’t dispute that it very well may be. I do however think that it is relate-able to myself. I also see more of my father’s children in it, but the tide being reversed a bit. <3
Regarding January 7th, 2011. →
I walk a fine line between inner peace, and inner turmoil. I understand that I’ve not always made the best decisions. Especially when it comes to drugs. Dealing with that is hard. Dealing with the consequences is harder. I’d much rather have some mood disorders that I’ve identified with then something more drastic then schezophrenia. I don’t want mental illness, but I do...
I really want my hair to be like the lead singer's... →
Creep-Radiohead →
My “cousin” Samn, once called me a creep. We were joking around at my friend Lauren’s house. I don’t remember what it was I said or did, but she said I was a creepy creep and then laughed. I told her that it hurt my feelings. She said, “Oh don’t let it, it’s a compliement.” For a really long time I never understood how that could be a compliment....
A beautiful mess. →
I’ve often thought that writing is a healing process.
I don’t know.
I just finished writing about something that has been burdening me for a very, very long time. And I don’t feel any healing. It is ouside of me now. I suppose that’s a step in the right direction. It has created a lot of anxiety. The most I’ve had in awhile.
“Well it kind of hurts, when the...
Love as a simile →
“All you need is love….” To fill your belly, your heart, and your lungs. Love is as awkward as running into your parents at a swinger’s party. Love is to a hole in your head, filled by your expanding heart as a thatch is over a roof leaking sunshine. Love is like a dog eating a mess and kissing you on the face, or a cat that has just groomed deciding you need it too.
“Love is old, love is new....
Gimme More-Britney Spears. →
“Mack need a sippy!” “Hey dude do I have any clean shirts?” “I hungwee.” “Can you do this for me?” “AGGH!” Dishes piled from the weekend, laundry piled again. (Sorted this time though.) Everyone wants something at once. All the time. All at once. I felt stacked against the pressures of simple demands. All at once. But its for a car, a...
I hate it when 90s songs that were just so upbeat... →
Fucking Say You'll Be My Valentine →
<3
I’m excited about vday this year. I think its because I’ve built some custom gifts for a few old friends.
Halloween of '07 →
Me and this girl I know named Sarah, at a halloween party singing common dialog about me getting her a $20 from her car, and milk. She can whistle like a kettle. No, if a kettle and an angel made a baby that’s who it would be. I don’t know her very well, almost nearly not at all, but anytime we run into each other there’s fun to be had.
Black Barbie-Little Jackie →
I’m just like black Barbie The life of the party I light up the TV Arrested for D-WI’s sent me to the slammer Did time without glamour Time stood still without my pain kill pills Don’t need a lawyer I got Diana Sawyer She’ll interview me And prove that I’m not guilty I’m a reformed slut I’m a much better woman after the twelve step program And now I can drink again Cheers! To my...
itsjustindie:
I’m your big brother.
Kid...
d3scendingy0uth:
We Came As Romans - To Move On...
